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Well,
as you can see form my title,
I'm in school!

yeah, yeah..
i know i haven't posted anything in a long time,
but the important thing is i'm here now!

Brief update:-
Scool is a bore,
exams are in 3 weeks,
We (sisters + me) are in deep trouble,
hoping time would stop,
wishing that HE'd give me a sign..




Okay,
time jus ran out,
will post again at nxt possible free period :P

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SUMMER!

its FINALLY startin to FeeL like summer!

GOD!
even if the fan is on,
u have a thin layer or sweat

and WithouT,
its like in a sauna!!

nxt yr,
summer,
i'ma BeG my parents to go back to singapore!
can you believe singapore is MucH cooler than this???

aite,
wanna give a shoutout to my "kindred spirit"
thanks for being there for me!
albeit,
its was on the phone,
cause ObviouslY we can't meet up...

CHEERS!

have a GreaT 2008 yeah.


~ I shed a tear over the fading 2007 and smile at the memories that will last forever...

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hey ppl!!

its de first day of SUMMER!!!
even though its SupoposeD to be summer,
its SO cold!!
the sun is Hot,
but there's so much strong winds about,
that i'm still freezing even when i wear 2 layers of clothing

school starts end of jan nxt yr,
and i'm TOTALLY bored..

any of you have ideas on what to???
something that requires at most 3 ppl???

LOL.

kk.
gtg now peeps,
so i'll check y'all next time

~HannaH~

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hey everyone!!
been offline for quite a while now..

current status:
~ in Australia
~ startin over in a new country
~ freakin scared cause i have no one here,
but my family (WHAT WERE MY PARENTS THINKING?!?!?!?)

it aint easy,
but at least i have two months,
to get aquainted with this country,
before i start skool..

i guess now that i have the time,
i'll update my blog often..
leave a notice on my tagboard and your blog add so that i can visit :)

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OMG!!
its tuesday today,
N i've been sick since saturday!!
SO not fun!!
went to the doctor, like twice..
fever plus throat infection..

two days MC..
sounds good huh?
not if ur whole body's aching,
and you drift between reality and dreams
until you can't be sure of time no more

even my twin is sick..
funni huh.
together till de end?

thx zu,
for askin abt me.
feelin better.
dat's y i'm on the comp.
but not for so long..
feelin faint again..

dots..
i don LikE to feel weak..
don even have appetite..

haiz.. can't wait to get better..
not so excited abt skool though..
i hope i can manage tomoro..
well then.
dats all i have to say,
mus remember to check in more often..




*changed song to " I'm just a kid " By Simple Plan

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GrooL.

the word to describe today

great + cool.

de old folks were CooL and we had a GreaT time :)

dennis, de guy i was in charge with,

had alot to say abt the place we visited.

we went to the esplanade.

he knows the place well,

and compared to how different it is from before.

though it was veri tiring,

i had loads of fun,

and our class had quite some bonding.

first, we walked arnd the second lvl of de esplanade,

den we strolled outside and admired the view and breeze..

den, we crossed the bridge and went to see the merlion up close.

wah..

veri hot leh..

wakakakah!

they think they veri light ah??

nvm lah..

okay.

so yah,

that's all for today,

cya :)

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WhaT ThE HelL.
my parents don't know one shit abt my life!!
they just came back frm their holiday(to london no less),
and already managed to make me CRY(well, actually, me And my sisters).
i knew i should have jus stayed in my room..
den no lecture, no tears, no anger.

at first, we were jus all chillin, reading newspapers or jus chattin..
den, my sis reminded my mom to but our rabbit's bedding.
turned out that the previous batch(or whats left of it) was wet,
due to untactical geographical location(ie. outside).
den, mummy had a mood swing and scolded us for being like spoilt rich kids!!
she say, we got AttitudE problem!!!!(she really WANT to SEE attitude problem?!?!?)
she said we spoilt cause when things go spoilt, we jus buy new one.
I don see any other alternative!!!
then, she want to cut our allowance to pay for the bedding!!
hey, she was the one who allowed us to GeT a pet! knowing fully all the responsibilities that are attached to it(mainly money!!)

then, while on the subject of money,
i like, overshot my phone bill by jus a bit(i mean, almost all teenagers hv done that),
and they(parents) are cutting my allowance by HalF!!
my sis commented sarcastically, "yeah, and let us starve"
wow. baaaad move..
They took it in the negative context and lectured abt how,
when we grow up, we will owe ppl loads of money, and have no means to pay for it.
my thoughts to that is,
first: they r our parents, and it a bloody PhonE BilL!!!
second: i actually have enough money on me to pay it back,
but if i were to pay them up front,
they will say that i have too much money,
and they will cut my allowance permanently!!
so, which option did u think i choose?
1: leading them to think i am incompetent and spend like there's no tomoro,
OR
2: giving them the idea that they are givin me ToO much money
i am SO disgusted at their LoW opinion of me!!

okay okay.
this entry is too long ready..
calm down abit ready..
yah.
tomoro monday!!
yeah!!
at least got skool to make me happy,
frends and all..
keep me occupied to...
ah!!
wait!
i jus rememeberd!!
haven't do hw!!!!

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ho hum..
today quite boring lah..
english was crap,
P.E. was stupid(2.4km run) but fun(play captain's ball),
maths was jus a passing memory(15mins onli)
recess was delicious,
physics jus sucked.
went to the practical lab but only went through exam paper
i meanm what's de use of goin to the lab, if not for practical?!?!?!

den, after skool got P.A.C. duty..
in the basement..
my parner couldn't make it,
so i had to drag someone else to do it with me -_-''

opened it late.
den,
got not much ppl..
so sian.
didn't feel like doin hw,
so i slack.

den, come home arnd 5.30pm,
found out my parents came home frm their holiday ready..
what the ****!
rather dey don come home.
no fuss..
my mom still can comment that i gain weight!!

argh!!
today jus sucked.
saw HIM frm afar onli..
HE was at bball court,
i was at canteen..
he play so hot!
i over there melting watchin him
dotz..
i'm so stupid to even ThinK of HIM.
we are SO not meant to be..

haiz..
kk lah.
until here for todae onli..
maybe i'll check in durin de weekend,
but i doubt dat i got anytin intrestin to write..

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Ah!!
skool!
hell and heaven under one roof!!

my form teacher sucks!!!
what de hell!!
it was reading period and since i already finished reding the assigned book,
i was reading another book.
i almost finished it so when i had nothing else to do,
i started doodling and writin a poem.

THEN,
my form teacher SwoopeD down and peered over my shoulder!
HE asked if i knew the difference between writing and reading and i said yes.
then he said that maybe i had to go to an english course!!
of all the nerve?!?!?!?!

well, when i pointed out the fact that i had finished both books,
he said that he didn't care and that he wanted me to red the book again and again until i mastered it!!
i mean, the whole point of reading period is to increase our vocabulary and grammar!!
ThaT won't be happening if i read ONE book over and over again would it?
it would defeat the whole purpose of that weekly half hour!!!!

urgh.
won't listen to reason.
dickhead.
he sucks.

well, that was the most flamin thing that happened today,
i had normal lessons, normal boring teachers.
had interact meeting frm 2.30pm to 4.30pm.
but i had council meeting at the same time..
missed de coincil meeting.

argh!
de interact meeting was so long!!
keep repeating points..
so unnecessary..

okaylah.
dats's all for today :)
have jus promised myself that i will try to post everidae :D
lets hope i keep that promise..

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so confused.
don wanna think abt guys no more.
waste my brain space.
i think,
life is much more fun and simple with out them.

yeah.yeah.
u single gurls out there agree??
yap.
am crazy now.
stupid guys.
have to choose one.

Im so stupid.
how did i get myself into this mess?
wish HE would just see my blog.
den i don have to explain it one on one.
chicken.
don wanna face it.
don wanna break HiS heart,
even though HeS beakin mine,
without knowin it.

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OMG!!
What's wrong with you?!?!?
tryin to meet you, is like tryin to meet the president!!
are you just too busy? or are you just too busy for me?

this is y i say we're driftin apart,
ur too busy,
i'm busy too,
but at least, i'm tryin to piece this relationship.

why arn't u even paying attention.
you don't even realise i'm unhappy!!
what happened?
where's dat wonderfull guy i fell for?

i'm still here,
watchin you fly past.
my smiles are empty
you're all i can think off.

its too much.
i must cut myself away frm you..
before i cut myself instead.

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hey baby..
i'm thinkin this over..
it feels as if we're not together no more..

maybe,
maybe,
maybe,
we should,
go our seperate ways..

our times together
will forever stay in my heart.
your smile, your laugh,
always special.

but now,
i'm sad to say
the feeling is fading..

now,
i just have to find a way to actually tell u this..

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I'l be your wish,
i'll be your dream,
i'll be your fantasy

I'll be your love,
i'll be your life,
i'll be your destiny

baby,
i'll be everitin you need

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Phew!
The bbq's over,
and i have to say,
it turned out quite okay
DESPITE
all the mishaps.

the fire RefuseD to start,
on account of the horrible wind,
and it also turned out that the coal was damp!!
than the wind cooled down and it finally dtarted,
but by that time, it was quite late..

then there was the last minute time change...
and the fact that some people,
couldn't come at the last minute..

oh well.
at least its over,
and they said it was okay,
i guess i'm jus paranoid.

haha!

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Herm..
Nothin much has happened since the last blog entry..
But an udate on any current happenings in my life..

Me n my sisters r gonna hold a barbecue for all our gal frends,

List of things to do:

~still haven't organised the guest list,

~the food is veri hard to choose,
an account that all three of us can't agree on what to eat!!

~another headache is the games!!
i mean, what games would they want to play??
so hard to choose..

haiz..
better stop using the comp,
and sit down to think abt all this..

so i'll stop here
see ya in the next post!!

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To that special person:

finally together,
you made me so happy.

the times we share are short,
but full of everitin,
fun, happiness, comfort

i still have my doubts though..
i hope i can meet ur expectations..

i noe i have my imperfections
i hope u'll be able to accept them

i'm new at this game,
of feelings, words and heart
so forgive any mistakes make,
pls.

dis song is dedicated to you..
it comes close to expressing my feelings for you.
hope u like it.

*changed song to: love you so by natalie

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Imagine your deepest dream commin true,
imagine you got that OnE thing you've been wishin 4..
Imagine the happines that went with this prize possesion
Imagne finally having it after all this while..

That was wat happened to me.

A dream when i'm not sleepin
a wish upon a star coming true.
my very own fairytale.

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ArloZ..
well now, its like de 4rth of september,
N i noe i'm a bit late,
but i'd like to wish ma lil' sis,
a happy 11th b'dae!!! yay!!

yupz. dis blog entry is dedicated to her.
keep on rockin' N show de GuyS wat dey'r missin! heh.

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Hey DerE!

Today's 1st sept,
so here i am.
wisshin all the teachers out dere
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!
yay!

got not much time but alot has happend just yesterday,
gotta sort it out,
n den,
i'll tell ya all the next time
i blog yah! :)

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Lolx,
i mus remember to update my blog once in a while..
for anione who don noe me,
u shud jus go to another blog,
cause watever i'm crappin about here is only about my life :)

SONG:
now, i jus changed ma song,
de one who dis goes out to,
OPEN UR EYES!!!
i'm here for goodness sake!!
u used to be ma friend,
but now..
i don't know what we are..
friends?
i hope so,
or something more..

SCHOOL:
hm..
common test week!!
stress!!
haiz..
i think,
malay N history fail ready liao..
hope i can score for maths and literature..
De rest, i can jus pray and wish hard-very hard

FRENZ:
hm..
one WOrd- GrEaT!
jus when i need them,
P-O-O-F
they're there!
to all ma frenzs out dere,
I LoVe yA sOoO mUcH!!

HOME:
yahoo!!!
ma parents are overseas for the week!!
no more naggin,
but,
my grandparents are stayin over,
which means,
some form of strictness is dere but not SO much. :)

Finally,
i would like to say that at dis precise(is dat how u spell it?) moment,
i feel like i'm in de middle of a disaster!!
so mixed up!!
with guys N all dat..
oh well,
dats life as a teenager!

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